YO SPACE:

All is lost

I’ve stopped believing in words that make my heart jump
My heart is stone cold and  nobody can tell
I’ve given up, God knows why I feel so drained
I wish I could turn back the hands of time
I wish I could be there where I used to be
I’ve lost faith in love
I’ve turned my back on hope
I feel so discouraged, I feel inadequate
I’m so afraid of  breaking my heart once again
For once bitten twice shy
But I heard also that fear is the  first step to failure
I’m a living testimony of God’s grace and love
I know I can convince someone how great life is
My speech can be so moving and so motivating
But yet my own heart I cannot move
I’ve climbed mountains and faced cross roads
Sometimes without even realising it
But yet the strength I have gained has all been left behind
It’s as if I went down the drain
I wonder if I’ll ever love again
I wonder if I’ll be able to love with all my heart
Maybe I just need to sit still and wait a while
Oh, should I cast my cares away?
If I have to then how do I do it?
My little heart, hide from this world
You will come out when the storm is over

Thubelihle Wellington Ncube
Solusi Adventist High School